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Oct 2018
I’m pretty good at making people hate me,
Selfish and hasty
I’m manipulative and angry
What will sustain me.
In a garden I found your heart.
But I can’t take care of it.
Why don’t I feel like enough.
Who’s fault is it? Is it anyone’s?
Why were you so close to breaking up with me?
I thought we were stronger.
Is it just simply.. I’m not enough.
I know I’m not.
I’m tired...

I’m an *******, and I’m caring, I’m angry and bring joy. I hate myself and I can’t give you what you want. Why do I only see one ending..
Me destroying everything I love

Like you almost did.

But you found a way back for atleast some time now... what did you do?
Because now I’m tired of a lot going on...
and I just wanna give up.
I don’t wanna give you to someone who won’t.
But you deserve better.
You shouldn’t have to make me try.
It kinda ***** to always feel behind
I wanna be ahead for ******* once.
Time slows down
Footsteps pound
Knees give out
Guards surround
Lost in the sound
Dented and bound
Only you around<3
Josh Overson
Written by
Josh Overson  22/M/Corpus Christi TX
(22/M/Corpus Christi TX)   
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