I’m pretty good at making people hate me, Selfish and hasty I’m manipulative and angry What will sustain me. In a garden I found your heart. But I can’t take care of it. Why don’t I feel like enough. Who’s fault is it? Is it anyone’s? Why were you so close to breaking up with me? I thought we were stronger. Is it just simply.. I’m not enough. I know I’m not. I’m tired...
I’m an *******, and I’m caring, I’m angry and bring joy. I hate myself and I can’t give you what you want. Why do I only see one ending.. Me destroying everything I love .
Like you almost did.
But you found a way back for atleast some time now... what did you do? Because now I’m tired of a lot going on... and I just wanna give up. I don’t wanna give you to someone who won’t. But you deserve better. You shouldn’t have to make me try. It kinda ***** to always feel behind I wanna be ahead for ******* once.
Time slows down Footsteps pound Knees give out Guards surround Lost in the sound Dented and bound Only you around<3