i woke up
and decided i didn't want to go to school today
i need a break
from everyone, and especially him
i do not need to see his face

so i made myself my favorite herbal tea
called Sleepytime
add two and a half spoonfuls of sugar
not three, three's too much and two is not enough
also you need to add a lot of honey
thank you

i'm sitting here in my new yellow room
with my new wildflower bedsheets
and the star-shaped glitter in my lava lamp
reminds me of the way i want to shine
and i immediately though of dance
and how i could prove to people i'm more

every drink i take
fills me with peace
and i close my eyes
just to take it in
i don't get too many moments like this

the orange coffee cup
reminds me of you
you said you liked the color orange
and how come i now like it too?
i think i'm falling for you
if that's wrong, please tell me
i don't want to make you unhappy

in this moment, i felt happy
i actually feel something again
and darling, it's because of you