my heart is wheeping because i dont ever want to see you for fear that i might fall for you your gentle words and gentle soul are making my heart torn between you and him i dont want to leave him but seeing your face makes my heart fall into my stomach and my knees buckle in longingness i need him i want you i dont want to choose between the two but i will never shake my loyalty and i will never be labeled as a traitor my heart is tired of this