Pain disfigures into numbness in the silence that screams at me like so many crazed thoughts. A heated state cools into quiet resentment. Regardless of how I feel, how you do, this night has changed us irreparably. How can you say these things are equal? Where do you get off? Your half-sung apologies fall heavy on deaf ears.
Can you feel me ignoring you?
You think I let you down? I needed to do something with my hands. You have shown to me the inconsistency of love.
Nothing is unconditional. If it were, I wouldn't even be here fighting with you.
Those words, also labile, were the truth in the moment, regardless of tomorrow.