I'll bury all my secrets in my skin, come away with innocence but bleed my truthful sins. the world around me feels like a tight cage and "I love you", is just a camouflage for your next episode of rage.
If you do love me, let me go I'll probably run away before I truly know my heart is too black to care, is it destroyed if it was never really there?
I'll find my penance, delivered to my true state if I'm alone I have no one to hate, but myself.
My love was banished long ago, if you still care don't ever let me know.
Angels will lie to keep control making over heaven like some paradise we all want to go dead trees are painted white and she calls them beauty, art.
My selfish thoughts colour my life and I call that my heart.
If I had to fix myself I don't know where I'd start But I suppose, I'd cut each limb to the bone and tear my entire self apart.
inspired partly by ***** by Slipknot. and the insanity that is my life and mind lately.