You have dropped a bomb And shattered my heart Walking out on everything we built. And every. single. molecule. in. my. body Screams NO. The tears run down my cheeks Pleading for you to stay, And drench the fabric of my shirt. Like I just walked through a rainstorm Which explains They grey cloud that hangs over my head. And the hole in my chest That you once resided in. But you left like a runaway teen, And I filled out a missing persons report For a soul that is no longer. And the boy I once loved Is standing right in front of me. But alas it is hopeless, For the boy I once knew Is nowhere to be found. The replacement Is simply the shell of a boy With no spirit, no heart. Barely human. I am so confused. I want to hit you and hold you I want to scream and kiss you I want to push you down and touch your sweet face. I want to remind you of the man We dreamed you could become. They say never to give up hope, But I am **** near close to never hoping again.