Nonstarter in the rat race

Feels like no matter how many steps im taking,
I always seem to end up in the same place.

Its bewildering, really. Almost like magic.

Like magic could exist.


If i could get this far with this much,
I might as well keep the goal of keeping on.

For my own sake and for the sake of those around me.
I take my stubborn *** personality.
And i polish that ****.
And i put it on a pedestal.

Yeah. Look at me. Doin ****.

Thats right.
Come and get me.