Some days I feel like I do today itching, aching, craving, for something more to be apart of something Something, so much more
Some days became a one day the one day I met you and that some day, became the day the day you smiled, melting the days which began to slowly, yet consistently pour into one another
Some days the sight of you consumes my entire being your existence grabs ahold of mine twisting and tightening my organs
Some days I can’t help but laugh because this nervous feeling reminds me of how pathetic and silly my mind can really be, But you, You have something of mine
Some days I can’t explain what you do to me I smile and nod trying so hard to hide and fight the rushing blood that fills my cheeks blooming at the thought of you
Some days I have to remind myself to breathe and take each moment for exactly what it is and to not stumble and fall when you walk through that door
Some days I question why you, you have such a strong hold on me, a hold that soothes back to childhood of the girls with their secrets, and the boys with their taunts, chasing one another on the playground