Oct 2018
Isn't it unusual
To read of love and joy
And cry tears of hurt and sorrow?
Isnt it unsual
For a happy feeling
To truly hurt and feel like it's borrowed?
Oh isn't it just a tad unsual
No matter how hard you try
To never fall in love with another?
I find it too normal
Until i see others
So close together when I'm never with a lover
To read of love and joy
And cry tears of hurt and sorrow?
Isnt it unsual
For a happy feeling
To truly hurt and feel like it's borrowed?
Oh isn't it just a tad unsual
No matter how hard you try
To never fall in love with another?
I find it too normal
Until i see others
So close together when I'm never with a lover
Hi i start a new job tomorrow but i have so much anxiety over it so my thoughts are else where. I sometimes forget that falling in love or having crushes is normal to most. For me it isn't. Whenever i feel for someone else i am rejected and/or mocked as though i did something wrong. I never really feel like i fit in. I find it hard to watch happy romance movies they just make me feel sad. That's probably fine
