I am so very alone and I can't cope with it. I'm isolated from the world in a place I know nothing about and it's making me insane. I need someone before I call it quits. I really thought I could handle it all. I really did. But, I always seem to forget how weak I actually am and how easy it is to relapse. Being alone is terrifying. I am terrified of myself and my thoughts. They always sneak up on me during the night and try to persuade me into falling back and I’m not sure I can resist it anymore.