I cried my eyes out today. I drowned in despair. And I floated in air. Two eyes shed a different tear. One, warm and forever - remembering the childhood friend. The other, craved a forgotten person. One reminds the other of how happy she should be! The other, weeps in silence as it endures memory de-fi-cit. Falling simultaneously towards the ground. Quiet and unnoticed/ drenching and drowning. Why is it that I go back to such horrible thoughts? I live in them with a colourless splash. I am happy, I believe. I was happier, I recall.