My credit is ******
so  I can’t get a house
Collections coming for my ***
Before my chance to get out
Sleepin in my parents basement
Got no light, got no hope
Watch me close, I may be swining
From a 9 foot rope

i said "I want a future
Want a home in this heart"
But got beat the **** down
Before a chance to even start
I had ambition, had dreams
Had it all panned out
Took a second to think
On what my life is about

Nooow
I’m sittin here
fukin blinkin and ****
Don’t know what comes next
But know that this ain’t it

Think I’ll steal my neighbor’s car
Drive it off to the coast
Get a chance to find me
And what I care about most
Find my heart, find my people
Find my reason to be
I dunno I just feel
I’ll find myself by the sea