If she stands, legs wide apart, holding your broken soul in her hands. Maybe she wants to grasp something greater than herself. But what holding does is little, and your fates are not suddenly transferred to those bones. And if carpal tunnel should cause her to drop it, or if her hands should simply grow tired of the weight and relax after some time, where is the blame rested? Whose hand do we place that in? and in this ever exchange of weights and balancing acts, when does anyone get to waive goodbye; hands heavy with guilt and promise.