Can I press pause
So I can take a breath
And hopefully find the cause
Of my loud mind’s death

Could I press rewind
To see where I went wrong
Perhaps I will find
That I never did belong

Maybe I should fast forward
To see if it gets better
Sadly I’m a coward
Believe the future is bitter

Stop seems the only choice
My disappointing movie will end
The world will surely rejoice
And I won’t have to pretend.