Maybe it’s because I felt I owed you something for giving me all that happiness, For you to never slip my mind, though I’ve tried to drown you out. Intoxicating thoughts of you lingered as the toxins took over my being. As if your hands warmed up my body and heart once again. My veins a map you sketched to life, but I’m merely a rough draft of the love I thought we were. Though I gave you everything I was equipped to give, I still couldn’t make you whole, even as you left me empty. Pieces of my heart were forged to make you anew, but it wasn’t enough. And neither were you... I settled into my sober thoughts, no longer drunk off fake love; fake words. Affections molded to keep me quiet, this happiness I crave wasn’t true. How could a heart truly love when it’s as cold as you? A glass heart doesn’t beat, only breaks, as I do. Yet I can’t seem to slip you out of my mind, by force or gentle persuasion. I’m condemmed to this loop, hoping you share the same fate as I. The shattered pieces that remain here hurt, I hope the ones you took do too. We can bleed together, you and I. Maybe then I’d be enough for you.