I find it funny How we can be strangers to ourselves? The new trend: "Finding yourself" Your "True Identity"
How is it that we can't even recognize ourselves sometimes? Our brain, thoughts, and hearts are their own apparently We can't always control them We question their motive
Trying to decipher ourselves like you would a new friend We try to understand the "other voice" in our head So we have two consciousness now? One we were born with The new splitting from the old like a multiplying cell They are one in the same and yet not They are fully you and fully not. How does one begin to comprehend that?
We don't ever fully recognize ourselves We just know the parts that have become a "regular" in our coffee shop brains. Always busy, always moving Lots of noise and blurred "faces" But i know "that" one They are here more often then not
So while i understand myself more than most, While i can list every reason behind every decision, I still surprise myself. Because here comes a thought and/or emotion that i have rarely confronted, And is thus, a stranger to myself.