I think this is it And though my heart begs for me To wrap myself within her arms Or even just her memories It is with tears, sharp As the pain of losing her, That I settle into Sad acceptance.
I know I've done a lot of wrong I know I've done some things right too I've been toxic and sorry and in love and careless And everything one could want and hate in a partner I always said I'd try harder But that only worked in small increments I regret having lost out on so much more Because I didn't put that little extra in
Though we fought right to the end Bitter as it may be I'm trying to remember only the good of you Losing myself in a song I never thought I'd even listen to
I understand if you can't do the same
I'm trying cause I didn't before I'm crying cause we could have been more I've deleted your number and I've promised I won't disturb you Its tough when I can see a reality In which we exist perfectly together
The image of which Is refracted in the broken pieces Of what we are now
We could've been a garden that flourished I have yet to clear the now Fallen petals Of something Beautiful -
Once an evergreen bloom
I miss you. I really hope that you will be happier from now on. I'm sorry.