The boiling, bubbling, fizzling rage That has learned to hold me tight My face tingles with ignominy. I’m embarrassed Embarrassed I’m still attached to you. From person to person you can’t look away. Your eyes wander astray. And as I catch you forgetting, my hands begin to shake. If you missed me you wouldn’t forget, those words I said to you. I’d know because of the way the grass blows in howling horror. Yearning for you, Yearning for you to love me. But you can’t teach a rabbit to be loyal, that is just what you are. From girl to girl, shifting personalities. Becoming what they want the most, but little do you know. Little do you know. All I want from you is the love you had for me
"He's gone. You need to get over him, dear. I know." I mumble to myself