Tired of the lies Tired of the weakness I feel inside So many years So much time Effort to just get fcked Wouldn't it be my luck Lucky enough to fall in love with my best friend Took me three years to let you in Didn't immediately allow the love to flow Scared to lose a friend But ended up gaining a lover 3 years together and you made me a mother Beautiful daughter Smart as fck Then you started fcken up The lies just to get what you want What was the purpose Of making me happy to play me like a game Being in love wasn't enough in your brain I'm tired of the mistrust and hurt I don't think I will ever love again But why did you do this to me , my best friend ? Why does it feel like I belong in your arms but you hurt me and drive me insane ? Why does it feel like regardless of all the games when we touch we are meant to stay ? No one attracts me in any which way But I'm letting go of all ties I never want to get hurt with all the lies Time heals all they tell me All the same How can you forget someone who impacted your life in so many dramatic ways . . . Staying strong and never looking back cause what the heart wants hurts me real bad . .