doing either one and we dream of $8 haircuts and no plans of anything but watching the routine of life unfold in front of prying eyes through venetian blinds as singles mothers prep their child for the education of death as dogs walk their masters as fathers choke on neckties and stress in traffic as the mailman makes his rounds and someone is being born and someone is dying and someone is dead and worst of all someone is dead before they die and money is made and money is spent and someone is lubing themselves with comfort and convenience to make getting ****** by the world a little more tolerable and a little less raw and I am here eating walnuts and drinking Spotted Cow and listening to Sonic Youth on this delving day while the rest are scouring through another day of intolerable hell but we never stop and think for a moment to ask ourselves who we are, we just enable them to run our lives and tell us who we should be because when they got you at childhood they got you f o r e v e r