I feel the sky
Parting in so many ways

My life hurts my
ears
Oh madness
If I could tear
you open
see what's inside of you
If I could **** myself
I could be fine

Sweet agony &
apathy

These words speak
wisdom
Steer dreams

Apathy

If you could be
If you could see

Mockery

Despite knowing
this I hold it together

I hold for years
dreaming of the
sea
Oceans dark
& antipathetic

I wish it could
rain on days
like this
But I'm afraid of
water
& it hurts my skin

Kiss
Disease
freedom

Why can't I live
another day like this
another day like this

Beauty
hurts

Wisdom

Goodnight