Thinking of you
Makes my heart swell.

Not in a bad way
but also not in a good way.

There are times when I know what to say.
And there are times where I feel so far away.

Lost.
In.
Thought.

Dreaming of possibilities that could be.
Imagining a world painted with you and
Me.

I am still waiting for the day that you come back.
It might be never.
But I can't wait forever.

It scares me that I have such
Deep.
Feelings.

I want it to go away.
Please go away.
I want to be free.

Free from this ache in my blood.
It sings to me.
Everytime I think of you.