To eat or not to eat? To disappear into nothingness or to grow and blossom? To live or to die? To diet to live? To live to diet? To fail or to succeed? To be strong or to be weak? To drown or to float? To be who I am or to be who I wish I were? To accept imperfection or to strive for perfection? To be happy and content or to be sad and eternally unsatisfied? To eat or not to eat?