It consumed my soul, Every single day Begun with you Ended with you You were so heavy to hold up, All this disappointment building inside Why wasn’t I enough? Why her? Or her? Or her? Each time I kept the pain to myself I told you I understood Mistakes happen right? You’d never hurt me again? I still “believed you loved me” I was so young back then A fire raged in my heart, Slowly burning it up You tore me apart I let you Because I actually loved you.