and then all at once, I knew I'm just not at as happy as I used to be. Stewert and Rose was where I was left to start anew. I forgot all about constellations. Everything just seems darker because there aren't as many stars as there used to be. I cried on my first night. Marking the room with tears as a fresh start. I guess it was just a little too much for me. An empty room, sharing space, with faces I've never seen. Here is the place where I move on, so maybe this is actually healthy. Someday I might be lucky enough to rediscover stars, feel high again, and enjoy the summers once again. Just like we did when we were young.