I am sinking again
I am scared of the monsters
And their weight on the bed
The way they curl around me
Trail fingers over my skin
Leave tar black oil in their wake
And still make me shiver
I can feel their kisses on my spine
Each one a glancing dagger wound
And still I arch my back for them
Their tongues are on the inside of my thighs
Teeth bruising and sharp at my skin
They are making a wound out of me
In the dark I am toyed with
By the curling malice of them
Sleeping with my sorrows
******* all my fears
I beg to be destroyed
Just once more