20 years on the god forsaken planet and i forgot how to breathe Constantly grasping for a life guard, not because i cant swim no more like, well lets put it this way I'm an Olympic athlete, or at least so i tell myself i should be I must swim like i've been doing it my whole life but i just started trying a week ago so why am i not a pro?
Everyday we put this extreme expectation on ourselves expecting to climb mountains when we spend the past 3 years smoking a pack a day
Think about that
We would never get mad at someone if they lost a race when they have broken legs
So why get mad at yourself when you just cant today
"why cant you get out of bed" "Why are you so lazy" "No one wants to see your **** face"
Over and over and over again
"it will be okay" "Practice hard everyday and you can be an Olympic athlete" "Practice Everyday and you can learn to love yourself" "Practice everyday and those overbearing thoughts will soon drown themselves in the flow of self love"