.                 what the ****?!
ghost-beard...
geistbart!
.                        a third of my face is
   missing!
it's not exactly
a skinhead shave...
but i'm sure only last night i was
fiddling with something
akin to a reggae violin!
- and when i talked
to strangers...
introducing the term
meathead:
i wasn't implying
skinhead...
    i was always fascinated
by the spread of
in-group slang...
i was talking to two
metal music advocates...
invoking the spastika...
   (borrowed term
from styxhexenhammer666) -
funny as a rabbit on steroids,
and amphetamines...
the term meathead
is not a reference to skinheads...
back in a Stratford pub
i was actually referring to...
head-banging...
   meat-heat, head-banger...
well... if there's anything
to go by...
   you start heat-banging,
awaiting ram horn clutches
in a mosh pit?
          meat-head is
not a neo-**** term...
it doesn't imply a shaved
head... it implies
head-banging yourself
silly...
     like curating a piece
of pork slab or a beef stake...
where the **** is
the third of my face?!
       i swear only yesterday
i was fiddling with
an excess of ***** stemming
from my ****** features,
notably the chin... huh?!
where is it?!
    meat-head ≠ skin-head...
you... ****'ah ****'ah clueless
broods of community service
employed by a news collective...
when i introduced the term
i was thinking about
a heavy metal festival...
and the boys that head-bang
their grey matter out,
like some rugby players...
            i could have been thinking
about the brain,
as i might be coinciding
rare fungus, or oysters,,
except that fat is not exactly meat,
notably with an electric current...
meat-heat ≠ skin-head...
it implies the activity of
head-banging...
        the caucus of the drill-sergeants
that are woodpeckers...
it was never supposed to
be a degrading term,
more... self-deprecating humor...
     count me in as also
accustomed to head-banging
and the mosh-pit,
at the London gig where
Slipknot filmed their
    heretical anthem
video...
   i was in that maggot pit...
****... half of my face is missing...
i was starting to enjoy
growing the sort of ***** on my face,
like a 1970s **** actress might have
done, around her: floral *****
of incubated Venus analogy...
   **** me... a third of the volume
of my face, missing,
  in the space of a few hours...
can't exactly compensate such
a loss by jerking off 2 times more...
need to find a toothpick
or something equivalent...
  to fiddle, and pass the time with.