I'm waiting for you since this early morning where the night still is and what is is still not here. The lovely loner cocooned in the sheets and masked shame with lies to share. Your awful vagueness and broken words cuts in the air beside my head. My chest screams for assurance why won't you give it to me? You claim it's all alright but your eyes shift in ways that make my heart panic. Why are you doing this to me?