I wish I could escape from you. Escape from the emotions I have about you. I wish I could escape from this captivation that entangles me, I tell myself that one day we could be together, But I feel myself sinking into that familiar dark abyss of loneliness again. You caused it. Seeing you with her caused my heart to shatter into a million pieces, Once again I'm alone. Once again I feel alone. Once again I feel trapped. Because I am I love with a man older than me, And entangled in a love that will never be. So I sit here, And wallow in this familiar desperation, The loneliness keeps me company, But only for now.