there will never be a time
you are not
the Fat Sister

there will never be a time
you are not
less than

there will never be a time
you are not
disappointing your family

no matter how
your grades look
or
how much money you make

it will never be enough
you will never be enough

even if you are
taller than the redwoods
with
karli kloss's body and jennifer lopez's ***

you will never
be enough

even if you are
the president
of the ******* united states

you will never
be enough

you are always going to be
that Fat Sister

they love you almost as much
as the other two
but still less than,

less than and they make sure you know that

they make sure you know
as if maybe
if they love you less
it will be your motivation to lose weight

it will be your motivation to be what they want you to be,
what they have expected you to be since birth

but what grandma and mom and sister and auntie and everyone at the ******* dinner table don't know
is that with a little bit of perseverance and goodwill
anyone is beautiful

what everyone in front of the ******* tv don't know
is that you were never the Fat Sister

but you sure as hell had a fat heart