No one knows this, but you bleed words. No one reads these words, for it's absurd. To think your silly words might want to be heard. Be cradled and be cherished, A disappointment worth a demerit. Have I got more time? I must spare it. For you bleed words. No one reads these words, for that's just absurd. You're simply another cow led to pasture in the herd. Follow the crowd or else you'll be picked out. Lead a staggering speech, you must speak out loud. So don't be an idiot and stand there bleeding words that no one has ever heard. They want the perfect side of you so that's what you'll give them. The shadow who's silent and bleeds blood like normal people do. Normal. People. Oh god why can't you be normal? Why must you twist these adjectives into slant rhymes? Why must you make everything seem like a dream when all that's left for humans is to die. Complete your task. Be normal. Normal people bleed blood. You bleed poems you etched onto your wrist in colorful sharpie then hide under foolish hoodie sleeves. Not even your mother knows this, these pained words she'll never see. Look at me, why won't you just look at me? Look at me bleeding. Look at me bleeding blood. Look at me being normal. Why can't you be like me? Why can I read you like a book, why can I see your thoughts with every nervous look. Why can't you name a single poet other than yourself? Why haven't you studied, oh lord you're so behind. Too busy trying to find a creative way to describe colorfully dying. You'll never be perfect. You'll never be normal. You bleed your words, and I bleed mine.
thank you so much for the support!! this is one of the first poems i ever truly wrote and i'm so happy to see something that means so much to me has affected other people too. love you!