When I met her I was in a dark place She made me feel better alone with her I felt safe
When I met her I fell in love easily Me and her alone protecting me in isolation furiously
Her's was the fear but I knew why I had to be scared the danger was clear I wasn't meant to be shared
But hidden in front of everyone's eyes better still behind closed doors safe and sound and internally screaming my lively body lying dead on barren floors
When I met her to love her felt so right easier yet but to walk amongst strangers simpler yet to swallow all forsaken pride
Since I realized that I loved her wrong that I only grew fond of her protection I started taking her out on walks I've written her a heartfelt song
"I love you dear, you are my fearful guardian and I thank you for reminding me to keep an open eye, to always look for the hidden scorpion Let me find comfort in you when I know being terrified makes less a fool out of me but only a soul less traveled, barely petrified.
In my way of loving, let me find my kind of freedom I don't need you solving
Totally freestyled this. Might change it later. Let me know what you think.