One day will be at peace with myself Wounds on my heart will completely heal Fingers and hands will no longer miss yours I will finally conquer the sadness I feel
I won't feel split open and apart anymore As though emotions are exposed and on fire I am unable to put the embers out Warmth in this dungeon of desire
Soon enough I'll set all seductions free Stop throwing chances carelessly away I am letting go of baggage one final time Finished, flaws far too heavy to weigh
Always felt I was born frailer than most I didn't feel accomplished or strong Not receiving earned recognition Standing my constant state of wrong
Say good words about others But give insults to my ears I feel lonely, I must be unwanted Doubt the root of my greatest fears
Help me understand my worth Love ugly parts at my core It hurts, it festers, shame an ever-present **** Please stop it, my whole body becoming sore
**** concern before it burrows beneath Destroy it or else it wjll dig too deep Harness inner power and will Halt insecurities, then they'll never seep
Say I'm doing okay when asked In the mirror hate the person I see Tell everyone I'm fine though I know I'm not Because eventually a day will come where I will be
It's hard to accept myself because ive made so many mistakes