i've tried to start writing again a dozen times. at least. but i think of every single one of you every time.
most people view writing as a release. some sort of blissful experience where letting their fears flow out of their minds and onto a paper is relaxing. detoxifying. some sort of therapy that they can provide for themselves that no one else can.
writing is protection. writing is a safety net that causes suffocation. writing is hiding behind ink that can just barely be traced back to your own true thoughts and words.
writing is you. writing was never me.
but that's why i cling to it so tightly, isn't it?