It was my mom's birthday the other day
And I know she doesn’t listen but I always have something to say
I just wish she were here with me to celebrate
But from the moment my life came to life her life went the other way
From the moment my life was on display hers was taken away
From the moment I was born I knew nothing but pain

Unbearable pain

So unbearable medications don’t even do anything anymore
So unbearable food doesn’t even taste like food anymore
So unbearable that sleep doesn’t even feel like sleep anymore
So unbearable I haven’t felt motivated to even live anymore

I can’t even cry anymore

I don’t know what else to say
I don’t know what else to think
But for whatever it means
Even though God took you away from me

I love you
Mom I love you
I love you with everything I have left