He had his tongue in my mouth I was new to this and went along with it He layed me down I thought about my classmate in the front seat He moved his hands up too high I didn’t want to cause any drama He put his hands under my shirt I silently tried to push them away He was stronger than me I kept pushing his hands away He felt me up anyways I faked like I didn’t mind, while I smiled, tried to gently push him away, He stopped and said “please” I was silent At one point he also tried to put his hand down my jeans I pushed back harder than I’d done the first time. The classmate in the front took a video I looked like I was enjoying myself I wasn’t My friends saw it I felt sick People got mad at me for denying that I enjoyed it I wanted to cry My best friend didn’t believe me when I told him I was violated I remembered when he said he’d protect me
Why didn’t you say no? I was in shock Why didn’t you get out of the car? He was on top of me He said “please” why didn’t you say No? I was scared of making him mad. Why didn’t you tell anyone? I didn’t want them to know Why didn’t you press charges? I just wanted the whole thing to go away Why did you pretend you were enjoying it if you weren’t? I was scared, in shock, I wasn’t thinking clearly, maybe I thought it was safer than him doing it by force.
Why can’- I don’t need to answer your questions I was violated I don’t care if you agree or not Please Stop making me relive it