How I wish you could see my right now!

I’m not sure of what I’ve become, so changed by sorrow;

Darkness may cover my image,

only a silhouette to be seen.

You say I’m negative, depressed, and even someone new;

someone who once been the source of your happiness;

but hear me out here, I just lost the light that guided me through,

I lost you! The one thing that made me smile!

a true smile, the kind of smile that didn’t fade after the joke has been said.

a smile that pops up when I randomly look at you from afar;

that smile is not this smile!