Emotions have a hold on me Will not let me go I wish I could end it all You keep saying no
"You would leave me here?" You ask I do not know. Would I? Never want to hurt you But it is easier to die
I cannot face life anymore It is too hard to carry on You are the only thing I have left Every other positive aspect is gone
For you I continue to push forward Another day I try, take one more breath, I wish you would just let me Succumb to the certain peace of death
I remember writing this to my now-ex-boyfriend when we were in the throes of a crippling ****** addiction and I honestly did want to die I hated almost every second of my life, but he was the one thing that made staying here worth it. I could never leave my loved ones here lile that.