When did you realize you would die in a car accident? When did you realize cancer had won the battle? When did you realize gun shot wounds donβt heal? When did you realize heart attacks were against you? When did you realize everyone around you would miss you? When did you realize death was real and it was on you? When did you realize reality isnβt real without you? When did you realize nothing felt real without you? When did you realize that it doesnβt feel real to me Why canβt I realize that death and life without you...is real?