I want to remain unnoticed,
but I want to feel loved

I want to not regret,
but I can't undo my mistakes

I want everything to go back to how it was,
but it'll never be the same

I want to have little to care about,
and now I have the weight of the world on my shoulders

I want to say sorry,
but after it being so long,
it would have little meaning

I want to cry,
but I don't want to look weak.

I want to feel happy,
but I've made so many mistakes.


I feel like a coward,
hiding away from my fears
and hoping they'll fix themselves,
but once I've built of the strength to face them
it's too late