i just want to feel good
i want to be positive about my body
but go ahead
say i look like a ******* when i wear something that makes me feel good
go ahead
tell me that smart, nice girls don’t dress like that
go ahead
degrade me, make me feel ugly and fat
go ahead
make me feel like all the work i’ve gone through to loose weight the past five months was for nothing
go ahead
just know i won’t stay around
i won’t be here forever
when i’m 17, i’m out
i don’t care where i go but anywhere is better than here, in this small room, in this small house, in this small town that is known **** and sociopaths.
so go ahead.
make me leave
go ahead
keep pushing me away
go
ahead