Through many misadventures. It's you I seek. Climbing the many stairs that lead me to my goal. It's never enough. Through the laterals of vault jumps. Through the brick and mortar of red paths. I still see them when I close my eyes. No matter how terrified I am. I still make that jump for you. Finding all the traces you've been. The worn soles of the many miles I've traveled. My self put to the side. I find the many seeds that we've planted. Once beautiful, now overgrown to the point that they no longer fit in regular pots. Without you there's no reason to toil around anymore. The ghosts of who we use to be wait behind every corner. Confronting me everytime I turn my back. Still it's you that I seek. Finding my own personal hell. Fire breathing dragon included. I've tried to hide myself behind my work to no avail. It follows me everywhere I go. The inter-workings of my mind. I've found myself hanging on a string. Time after time. Bridges that I've crossed getting from point A to B. The growth that's essential to make it to the next stage. The sound of coins no longer entices. Facing my fears in the hope of reaching you again. Finding a better me. The final ax to the head of the fire breathing dragon that guards you closely. In the end to find that this closet I keep my fears. Has turned to another castle. With another dragon.