I do not know what to do anymore
Sometimes you call, sometimes you don't
I think there is something you're not saying
I want you to tell me, but you won't.

I understand you're not good with words
You are bad at expressing how you feel
But what you are concealing with silence
The hands of time will eventually reveal.

I worry you discovered someone else
A girl far more wonderful than me
What else could you have been implying
When you said that you have been "busy"?

Maybe I am overthinking it
Probably jumping to conclusions
I tend to be a little overdramatic
Prone to fantasies and delusions.

I have always believed that you were
Honest but now I am not so sure
Now that you are gone I'm the way that I was
Without you I am weak and insecure.

It is hard for me to trust you again
Prove to me you love me still
Just once want you to fight for me
But I know you never will.