Mental exhaustion, burn out, constant confusion. Fix me; leave me to find a way to a solution. Juggle many ***** in the air and watch them fall. I crash to the floor, unseen by you all.
Lift me up by letting go. This balloon needs a break from all the noise. I used to have the coolness of snow, Now I am at melting point and I am without choice.
Follow the line with pressure feet; Crawl through the crowd of demands I must meet. I accept all charity, but no help seems to be forthcoming. So alone I fight with the demons inside; I donโt think I will ever be winning. I lose my way, I lose the fight, As I lose the will to tryโฆ
Hollow eyes tell my story; Vacant space between the ears; Ever closer to seeing the glory; Always one step too far, so close, so near, But so far away from ever succeeding; I just do not have the understanding.
I just do not have the time And I certainly do not have the energy. A state of mind, no place to hide, My head used to be my sanctuary, In which I could confide, But now I cannotโฆsimplify.