I am tired of feeling lonely
Don't point your fingers at me
I'm not the one to be blamed
It was the distance I ******

I'm so depressed; I know why.
I built my dreams so far high
I'd given up my old track
And now I cannot go back

I know why you are so upset
I know why you misinterpret
I mean I am not a hopeless case
That needs your healing or grace

My ******* life is not a game
I do not mind wasting it in vain
I found my purpose and it is you
**** all the people who saying no

And all the poets who mind "****"
I don't use papers of yours or ink
I am not that bad, I made a choice
That I will not hear but, your voice

Ask your friends, make complains
Read their quotes, pains grow pains
Act like I have never known you
Fake your care, and feed self-ego

Do, what makes you feel yourself
Hit my head like a ball of golf
Take my heart and squeeze it hard
Splash my tears in your backyard

Treat me like I'm fool and sick
But, don't you ever dare to think
That I can't give you more of love
Because love is that I can forgive

Yeah you get hurt and I get hurt
Do you forgive when I say ****?
It's natural as I feel so messy
How can I live without my kitty?

And life is a kind of hell for me
No land, no friends, no family
I left all things in my milieu
And gave all of myself to you
You care for it more than I do
So please don't leave it all alone
Cuz I can't care for it my own