Even when I say it
The words feel numb
Fall out of my mouth
Waiting for it to come
Just silence
And nothing
Lay in your scent
Empty
I want to find the feeling
Anything but not good enough
Not enough for you to stay
Not going anywhere
But not going to stay
You put thoughts in my head
Like you know me so well
I can’t look at you because
You know me so well
I know that you want to stay
You know I can’t let you
No matter how much I want it
No matter how much I won’t forget you
Even soul mates lose their way
Destroy their own souls to
Keep certain demons away
I can tempt you to touch me
I can keep you tonight
Nothing really lasts
Not even the fight