I managed not to cry today
But now I'm home
Music in the background
And the void as my companion
I can cry all night long
Till I can't anymore
Till I just feel numb
And I can take the knife
To end my life
But end up missing
And with added scars
And blood all over
With new tears
That I didn't know I had
I can fall asleep
To wake up the next day
And repeat like yesterday
The same old routine