Today I told someone hello. 2. They didn't say it back. 3. Today I smiled at someone in the hall. 4. They didn't smile back. 5. Today I looked in the mirror to see if I was invisible. 6. Turns out I'm not invisible -- then why can't anyone see me? 7. Today I made a fake Instagram account under a trendy name from the 1960s to see whether I knew any people who had real Instagram accounts. 8. All of the accounts were private save for one. 9. Today I forced myself to be happy for a particular past crush who posted lots of pictures on Instagram with his new girlfriend. Hurrah. 10. Today I looked at everyone's smiling faces and wondered why I wasn't smiling with them. 11. Today I wondered why some people are complete idiots. 12. Today I wondered why my skin tone - white as milk - should make people believe that I can't handle spice, or make people believe that I am ******. 1. Today I told someone hello. 2. They didn't say it back. 13. Today I comforted someone who said she had no love life. 14. I didn't have the courage to tell her that I've never had a love life and probably never will. 15. Today I told someone I write poetry and they laughed at me. 16. Today I cried in front of a mirror while singing a made-up song that wasn't even sad. 17. Today I told people I was fine when I really was not. 5. Today I looked in the mirror to see if I was invisible. 18. I wish I was invisible. 19. If I were invisible maybe it wouldn't hurt so much 'cause I know I'm here but people refuse to see it. 20. Can I please just be invisible? 1. Today I told someone hello. 2. They didn't say it back.