I like boys who look like deer in the headlights. Shy. Startled by the movement of clouds. He looked like a cherub. I miss the callouses on his hands. Everything he says sounds like rain water on the outside of a window! I shoved his love letters into beer bottles and threw them into the sea! It's the ven diagram of our bodies overlapping. I spell it all out in refrigerator magnets. I wanted someone I could make snow angles with... He tied balloons to my wrists and I got carried away. I've had butterflies in my stomach for weeks and I can't swallow and I can't sleep.